Snow Day in Florida!

Except, I haven't seen a flake. It's just really cold rain. Booooo. The last time it snowed here I was about 6. I'm extra disappointed for my little sister, who is 11 and has never seen snow. Speaking of her highness, we are keeping her this Monday. The same Monday I am hoping to ovulate. I don't know why I have it in my head that it will happen Monday, other than last cycles' preview. I'm just basing it on the soy days. Back to the snow day. No work (yay) so instead I am going to Kohl.s to get some bar stools. (because we have been here since may and still only have one stool at our bar) and then come home and clean and make dinner for tonight. We rescheduled taxes with the in laws for tonight, however, Hubby has to work extra, so it may just be me and them. Interesting.

Work and Taxes

Those are the things on today's agenda for me. But I really wish it included a nap and a good book. Still fighting off the sickness from last week, not exactly a cold, but not exactly anything else either. My sore throat is finally beginning to let up today. And I thought my period ended yesterday, but I spotted again this am, maybe because of the BD last night? Hubby was cute. "Uhh, aren't we supposed to, uhhh, put a pillow under your bottom or something?" Today is CD "8" But really it's more like "7" because I never actually needed that maxi pad on cd1. Anyway, I took OPK's yesterday and today, both very negative. About how long before the big "O" will the lines start to become darker? Praying for an ovulatory cycle, but trying not to get my hopes up. Just like I trying not to get my hopes up about the big fat tax refund I am hoping for.

Sick

Of Coarse since I called in sick yesterday because of AF, I am really truly with-a-fever-and-everything sick tonight. And I have to work tomorrow. With a hyperactive girl with ADHD, a new kid (I hate new kids, not the kids actually, but the newness of them, next week I'm sure I'll love him) and the twins. Who incidentally gave me this illness. Boy twin was still sick with it today, and I spent an hour rocking his sweet little self as he slept in the waiting room rocking chair. Co-worker/ boss is sick too, so when I texted to see if we could cancel someone there was no answer, because she's already in bed. Lovely. Just lovely.

Cd3

Remind me why I asked for that provera again? This whole menstruation thing is absolutely miserable! It doesn't help that I'm not able to take anything for the back pain or cramps. Waaaa! Boy am I whiny. It really is bad though, I even called in to work (which I almost never ever do). I know they weren't this bad when I was on bcps, and I don't remember being quite this miserable before PCOS. I just hope I have more to show for this cycle than last one.

Bad blogger

I've been a horrible blogger and commenter. My internet had been slower than slow, and I haven't even been able to check my email. I think my addiction to face.book may have been cured though! Anyway, I just downloaded Fire.fox, something I've been meaning to do. My favorites are now all scrambled, but now things are going much faster, so yay! I will try to catch up on my missed reading and commenting in the next few days.

As for the saga of me, today seems to be CD1- WOOHOOO! The provera worked like a dream this time, as I just finished the last one on Sunday, and began spotting yesterday. Since Hubby wants to begin trying this time, I'll be starting soy tomorrow, and praying for a timely O. You may remember last cycle, it looked like I o'd (I still think I did) but no AF, just a little spotting. I have hope with the soy. And it really needs to happen around day 13-18, because after that hubby and I are watching one of my clients at his home for about week, and there is no way we are bd'ing in someone else's house. And coming home in the afternoon just to bd is kinda out of the question since we'll both be working. Enough infertility talk.

Autism talk. Yesterday, I worked with one of my eight year olds, and my nine year old. (the 8 yo showed up even though he wasnt on schedule, so I had to do a 2-1 session) It was awesome. :-) It's been a while since I've had them together, and I had them "race" through addition flashcards. Doesn't sound like much, but to me it was huge. Days like yesterday are why I love my job so much. (It doesn't hurt that the day started out with the twin 2yo's who are progressing so rapidly, I think they may escape diagnosis! (fingers crossed)

Anna and bf came over last night for dinner. She was 15 weeks yesterday. Feeling a bit jealous, but the fact that hubby wants to try this cycle is helping. Now if August comes a long, and we have had zero luck, I will most definitely have a different attitude. Ok, so time to get ready to go to work. I've missed blogging.

Dr Drama

Here it is Thursday. And all I got for calling was this lousy.....Oh wait. Nothing! Because my Dr's office couldn't even be bothered to call me back. On top of that, my pharmacy called yesterday to inform me that they were trying to get the DR to fill my script, but her nurse said it was a "difficult situation" What's so difficult about refilling a provera prescription. It's not like it's weed! (Although, at this point, if I thought it would give me a period.......) AHHHHHHHH!! Boy are they going to get a nasty letter! So, my co-worker also has PCOS and goes to another obgyn in town who actually also has PCOS. Sounds like a perfect match, right? I called their offices yesterday, and it turns out, once again DR. W has screwed me over. When I went to her the first time she made me transfer to her practice. Apparently Dr. D's practice does not take people who have switched to Dr W's office. (My first obgyn ever, the one who diagnosed me was not very helpful or knowledgeable, and has since left Dr. D's practice, so I don't see what this could hurt)

It is now Saturday. When I began this post, I had just called my primary care physician, to inform them of Dr. W's negligence, and ask if they could squeeze me in, or prescribe me some provera. Miracle of Miracles, not two hours later, DR W's nurse finally called back and very sweetly told me all I had to do was poas at the office and they would prescribe the provera, and that she had no idea why things had taken so long......... So I set foot in that office for the last time (amusedly thinking about the nasty call my primary care Dr must've given them), poas, and walked out victoriously with my period inducing pills. I'm on day two of ten, and it will most likely take another week before I get my period, and a week or two after to ovulate..... if I ovulate. But at least we're moving along a little here!

Please validate me!

So, the saga with darn Dr. W continues. Yesterday I called her office 2 x's and had my pharmacy call and fax. Nothing. So today, I have my pharmacy call and fax again, and I call 2 x's. No call back. Right before I go to work I get the brilliant idea to call the appointment line, just so I get a real person. Voila! I finally am connected with the phone nurse who rudely informs me that Dr. W has still not given an answer, and it isn't her fault about that. (No sympathy from her, just rudeness, and I must say I was very nice, so what's up with that?!) She tells me the Dr is out and wont be back in until Thursday. To call back then. I ask what I should do in the meantime, is this normal to have to wait for three weeks on a prescription?! "I guess not" she concedes. So I'm calling back on Thursday.

I am fairly new to this bugging Dr's to do their job routine, am I being unrealistic to be upset that they have not called in the prescription, or is this the way it just is. I haven't had a period since Oct 16!!!! This is ridiculous! Uggggggggggg!