I haven't blogged much lately, partly because I've been to busy, and partly because I haven't felt like it. But today, for some reason, I felt like posting. Still not charting, though I did sneak an opk in a few days ago, and not much to report, but this exciting tidbit- AF is here. I'm 90% positive of it this time. I've been spotting to light bleeding for I'd say the last 45 days, but yesterday I'm pretty sure I started. I have the tell-tale backache and br.east tenderness. More ovarian twinges than actual cramps, but i expect this to be light since I've bled the whole cycle. And I think I will skip the soy this cycle. Que Cera cera. :-) I want so badly to become a mommy, however, I know that I need to chill out a bit before that happens.
DH is working hard to finish all of his entrance requirements for the nursing program which starts in June. We found out it's June until June. Which means the perfect time for our little one to enter the world would be from May to August 2011. (But honestly any time in my opinion would be perfect) I just pray that everything happens as it's supposed to.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Happy Anniversary.
I've been a bad blogger. Because about a week ago I decided to stop. Stop temping, stop checking cm, etc. It was just becoming too stressful. I'll continue the metformin and we won't be using protection, but other than that we're not going to be trying for the next 6 months or so. If we get surprised it will be a blessing, but if not, well, we'll look at things again in 6 months.
In other news tomorrow marks our 2 year anniversary. It has been a wonderful 2 years! We have spent the past four days off together working on putting new flooring in our living/dining room. And visiting the beautiful beach. The beach where we got married two years ago. It was a beautiful day when we got married. It was cloudy, but as we said our vows (I'm not joking) the clouds rolled away and the sun shone down on my love and I. Then, as we walked back down the aisle a flock of pelicans flew over in v formation. Other than the stomach bug we both got that prevented us from going on our honeymoon, our wedding was pretty darn awesome.
It was a long road getting to that point. We met in our church youth group when I was 14 and he was 19. I had a crush on him, and he on me, but we stayed good friends until he moved away when I was 16. We emailed and talked and when he came to visit a few months later we informed each other of our feelings and though it probably wasn't right at the time we would wait until it was right. So a few months later, when he and his family came to visit for Christmas, we decided to begin dating. He and his family went back home, and we talked on the phone and emailed. He came to see me for my 17th birthday, and we had our first kiss. (my very first kiss) He had to go back home and we emailed an talked for the next year. He came to my senior "prom" and then moved back here to be with me the weekend of my high school graduation. That summer I decided to go away to college. That only lasted a year, because I missed him (and my family) so much. The year after I moved back we got engaged, and then a year after that was our beautiful wedding! (that's a very condensed version)
I feel like this was a long and boring post, and I'm sorry for being behind in commenting. I'm trying to find a happy medium between not focusing on infertility and being obsessed.
In other news tomorrow marks our 2 year anniversary. It has been a wonderful 2 years! We have spent the past four days off together working on putting new flooring in our living/dining room. And visiting the beautiful beach. The beach where we got married two years ago. It was a beautiful day when we got married. It was cloudy, but as we said our vows (I'm not joking) the clouds rolled away and the sun shone down on my love and I. Then, as we walked back down the aisle a flock of pelicans flew over in v formation. Other than the stomach bug we both got that prevented us from going on our honeymoon, our wedding was pretty darn awesome.
It was a long road getting to that point. We met in our church youth group when I was 14 and he was 19. I had a crush on him, and he on me, but we stayed good friends until he moved away when I was 16. We emailed and talked and when he came to visit a few months later we informed each other of our feelings and though it probably wasn't right at the time we would wait until it was right. So a few months later, when he and his family came to visit for Christmas, we decided to begin dating. He and his family went back home, and we talked on the phone and emailed. He came to see me for my 17th birthday, and we had our first kiss. (my very first kiss) He had to go back home and we emailed an talked for the next year. He came to my senior "prom" and then moved back here to be with me the weekend of my high school graduation. That summer I decided to go away to college. That only lasted a year, because I missed him (and my family) so much. The year after I moved back we got engaged, and then a year after that was our beautiful wedding! (that's a very condensed version)
I feel like this was a long and boring post, and I'm sorry for being behind in commenting. I'm trying to find a happy medium between not focusing on infertility and being obsessed.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Home Sweet Home
Last week was such a long week! I am so happy to be home again. And, in more good news, the bleeding stopped, and my cm is turning watery, my cp is high , and I think I'm actually feeling some activity in my ovaries. I'm praying that means that I'm ovulating soon. We've been bd ing. But I refuse to get my hopes up. I just want see something (anything) happen like it's supposed to. Even if it means just getting a period in less that 60 days. I've saved the best news for last. DH got accepted into the summer seating of the nursing program he's been trying to get into for the past year. It's been a good few days. The Lord is good.
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